What’s With The Cranky Energy?
Cranky seems to be the theme for today. As I take some time to debrief
myself from the realities of launching an empire, I reflect on the
energy that seems to be resonating from everyone around me -
crankyness. I know where mines is coming from, and in my defense I find it
absolutely justified. Launching a website is not an easy task. To roll
out one with the complexities of LIE and TL, at the same time is
beyond ambitious. I pride myself on being a soldier of the Internet
and even when I feel out of my league I find a way to get it done. A
few courses in advanced php wouldn’t have hurt either but whatever. Deep down though I understand my crankiness comes from various
frustrations which when not expressed only build and build. I’ve
learned a lot these past few months. Lessons in compromise, as in when
its not in your best interest, continue to test my limits and in a
weird twist of fate also provided me with a level of confidence I
didn’t have before. Its been a long journey which is far from over. I can only hope that
the cranky energy I’m projecting is only my way of keeping myself in
tune with who I am in case I forget.
myself from the realities of launching an empire, I reflect on the
energy that seems to be resonating from everyone around me -
crankyness. I know where mines is coming from, and in my defense I find it
absolutely justified. Launching a website is not an easy task. To roll
out one with the complexities of LIE and TL, at the same time is
beyond ambitious. I pride myself on being a soldier of the Internet
and even when I feel out of my league I find a way to get it done. A
few courses in advanced php wouldn’t have hurt either but whatever. Deep down though I understand my crankiness comes from various
frustrations which when not expressed only build and build. I’ve
learned a lot these past few months. Lessons in compromise, as in when
its not in your best interest, continue to test my limits and in a
weird twist of fate also provided me with a level of confidence I
didn’t have before. Its been a long journey which is far from over. I can only hope that
the cranky energy I’m projecting is only my way of keeping myself in
tune with who I am in case I forget.
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